Ok...Yea, I am being a bit dramatic. But, let me explain. When I watch the news and I see all of the horrible things that are happening around the world, I try not to get caught up in it. In fact, I limit how much news I watch. I watch just enough to "keep up." Well, you know that has all gone out the window with what is going on in Bahrain. That situation is (1) too damn close to home, and (2) I have friends and acquaintances who live in Bahrain. So, I'm keeping up with what's going there. Then they have the nerve to have a major natural disaster in Japan (trying to make light), and that whole situation is just heart breaking. I was happy and excited for my son when I learned he was headed to Japan to help with humanitarian efforts. Those are the most rewarding life experiences. Well, that all changed when I read on Reuters that US military men who have been in Japan are testing positive for low levels of radiation. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So...I woke up to this news this morning. I'm sure you can imagine that I'm glued to the news via my twitter feed and FB updates. Well.....I just had one of my FB friends post as her status update how great her day was going (this is not a direct quote). And, for a brief moment, I felt like, "I get it," her day is going great. I'm happy for her. And, there is NOTHING wrong with that. What struck me was how distant her life was from what was going on over in Bahrain and Japan. Then I thought about how I always distance myself from this sort of thing. Don't get me wrong, I believe in charitable giving, etc. but to be watching the sh*t all day, bringing yourself down, I'm not for that because the reality is, if you can't go there and help out; send some money, and try to work it out, because feeling like crap about it isn't going to change anything.
I think I'm feeling just a little bit different now. IDK. I can't do anything about it, but I can't stop semi-worrying. It's the bug that has been hanging over my head all day long. I was sure the situation in Bahrain would blow over, now I'm reading that "Shia are prepared to die," I'm like, this could get really, really bad; and it's already bad, meaning it could get worst because this is the type of commitment required to bring about real change on this level. On the same turn, the government has declared a state of emergency, martial law, and curfews are in affect, meaning, they're just as committed. I'm reading reports of Choppers shooting at protesters from the air. Uh...Yea...that's serious.
All of this brings me to wonder what it means. The thing is, even if I agreed with the position of the protesters (I'm not getting involved nor will I discuss it in any comments on this post), I don't want my world upset by it. I mean, that is the real right? Which of course, I might get beat up about for even putting such a thing out there. But really, I'm willing to bet there isn't one expat over in the region who wants their world upset; who wants to sacrifice their livelihood for "their" cause. This realization is also messing with my head, along with the worry I have for my family and friends. So, of course I will spend too much time analyzing this trait in humans and it's affect on society as a whole. IDK. I don't know!! The whole situation is sad. Maybe that's what I'm feeling. Life is full of lessons.